Narcissus Disorder

Mask

0524.2024

Who’s to eat

On the roast

Of a foe?

They’re just

Accusations

Forgotten

In the end.

Don’t swallow

Disrespect,

Discard,

And lies -

Praise being

A humble :

Consider

Then Set free

Into the air

The words which

Arose hot -

Let them fly,

Or you too

Will follow

Those birds to

The darkness

Wearing the

Same sad mask

Narcissus

Forged you.

m.f.

The Dawn

Awake

0625.2024

I’ve been asleep

Such a long time:

I’ve not felt warmth

But for the sun’s arms

Nor have I seen the color in life

But for the green trees and blue skies,

The flashing birds and rolling seas -

I’ve not had connection but for

The animals who graced my life

With unconditional love.

I hardly know touch but

For the grace and freedom

Of the wind on my skin -

These are my beloved companions

Who take my hand and pull me

From darkness’s grave

And cause me to say after all,

Life is mysteriously alive!

Why should I cry with so much pleasure?

It matters little a heart is used

And matters less the time it wasted,

It matters even less fair weather friends

Wound after dispensing their tough love,

Or the tears cried after its punch -

For soon day breaks open its light

And our eyes awaken new and clear -

Everything is waiting to greet us

Even people with their promise -

This love leads us to this reward,

Of triumph and peace in this world.

m.f.

Going On


Better To Do

0621.2024

Please don’t tend

Then yield to

The reign of sadness

Upon your back,

Or its weight -

And the shadow

Burying its dead

Between your breasts -

Don’t listen

Or look

(Because…)

What was it

Someone said?

I forget

Star gazing -

Behold this vast heavenly body

All Aflame in the sky’s night -

Behold its eyes watching back,

Its secret part of your blood -

Behold Beloved,

Behold this Love -

(That’s why)

m.f.

On Birds Singing

Birds

0507.2024

The restless bird in my breast

Sings the sun to set lower,

Sings to your gentle face,

Bottomless eyes,

Sings, and Singing

The bird in my blood

Sings to the moon

Sings of your  hands

And forgiving soul,

Sings of its flame -

Now in my waking dream

The bird in my body

Sings to the bird in your body

Sings you to your other half,

Sings you to your life.

m.f.

A Darker Love

(Untitled)

0525.2024

Love is the daybreak   

Embracing us and

Kissing eyes open -

And it’s the dark before

To warn or lead us home -

It’s the desire for solitude,

Where love is the teacher in silence -

Who else is walking love’s dark path?

Who else hears the music of love’s

Little black birds singing, singing

Their notes hung heavy in your head?

This might be the fiercest,

Most honest of all love -

It wants for nothing

But to bring us peace.

m.c.f.

The secret to peace is modesty. It has no religious connotations, nor any spiritual. It just is.

Something simple: A Modest serving of sugar in tea, a modest amount of food for consumption, the modest amount of love so when love isn’t modest, its expression becomes more meaningful, genuine, or new.

And…A modest amount of explanation. Modest is mysterious.

Then there is the preservation, the little left overs, not feeling so exhausted, the less disingenuous response.

Peace. Integrity. More Room for anything if desired.

A breath.

Nothing Left

0215.2024

This evening are we not

all alone and lonely?

And this morning

Did you try to be still

And stay resting?

We are all together,

A movement suffering -

Let us hold hands,

And join our hearts ,

Let us dance,

And sing songs,

Let’s love and laugh!

Praise the tough life  -

Because there’s nothing

Left to suffer the loss of.

M.C.F.


Teacher

0209.2024

Each time you tested this tired heart,

And this heart begged

As small pieces went.

Then one day a lesson

Revealed the distance

My heart traveled since

The very first trial -

And I find love

In your harsh affections,

Then want to share:

Oh Teacher!

My life

My body

Has become

This instrument

Of your soaring  love!

Test me more.

M.C.F.

Heavenly bodies are nests of invisible birds.

-Dejuan Stojanovic, The Creator

……..

Souls entangled. Atoms entangled. Maybe they’re making choices. Exercising a kind of free will in love. Entangled Indefinitely, entangled inside us, and in space. Anomalously and quietly they touch and agree.

- m.c.f.

Solitude as a way to recharge one’s resources and energies is also an escape. One hardly acknowledges solitude as an escape - as if escaping from the job, debt, monetary responsibility, media, family and friends, or any poor feelings and responsibilities, which take away from us and our most innate desires and goals is wrong. It is not wrong to want to escape into a more ideal world. It is an act of survival. Perhaps we might instead ask, why people force each other into indentured servitude? Why do we expect life should be a series of repetitious steps that only serve to wear us down and take away from us as individuals - one might even consider how a great many people do not ever realize their more innate talents and wants as a result of being guided in the direction of modern and wage slavery, or forced into social situations where one might otherwise take the necessary alone time to reflect and pause upon themselves and their needs.

Perhaps not realizing, society and the world are robbed of something greater, its joy and humanity’s true progress.

m.c.f.