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I N S T R U M E N T A R I U M
Falling
Ah, I am falling into the flowers,
a slow undoing of my spine,
backward, descending
into the petals’ quiet plans,
backward, resending
my secrets to the earth.
Shh, because as I’m falling,
the air isn’t broke by my weight—
and the hush of the day isn’t shattered—
and I’m landing in shadow,
the dark folding over itself—
and the sun is invited to follow,
where no one waits
and no one calls.
The roses reach upward for me
as if they’ve always known
the hour of my surrender;
blood-colored mouths
and their language of absence,
and I learn it,
fall by fall, petal by petal,
until the sky turns to a cage—
and I cannot remember how it climbed.
Ah, I am falling into the flowers—
a quiet disaster,
the soft erasure,
the body undone
the only room
where love loves me.
Marni Fraser
February 23, 2026

